it's all here. somewhere.
04.10.17//in the stale air
06.14.14//Perspective shi(f)t.
03.10.13//As good as I am awfully sure it will ever be.
04.02.12//A process of Id & Ego
12.16.11//C'est La Vie
03.08.10//The Dreams/ The Unconscious
11.10.09//-
11.08.09//-
08.03.09//self-deprecation.
06.08.09//I must be the devil's daughter
04.13.09//A Spring Sleep
03.03.09//But it's probably not really so
02.11.09//-
01.11.09//Today, a lazy day, featuring an ornate coffee cup (etc.)
11.25.08//sneezing fits
11.09.08//-
10.20.08//something unforgiveable
09.02.08//If I stay, I need to know you like the inside of my head, not just the outside
08.27.08//Since cure encompasses all.
08.26.08//Everything is always a metaphor for you.
08.20.08//-
08.16.08//purge
08.10.08//I am all the flickering lights within a ten mile radius. Sweet jesus.
08.03.08//Lists are helpful for summarizing things, but somehow not as much in the summer.
07.17.08//It was important to state it, yes.
07.12.08//-
06.28.08//please go back to sleep
06.07.08//It is done when it is finished.
06.03.08//my lover is moving to tokyo in two days
05.27.08//tonight and every other night
05.24.08//the way the birds chirp and yawn
05.18.08//-
05.12.08//I want you to hate me so perhaps you will still think of me.
05.06.08//A second attempt to dig into the ugliest parts of myself.
05.04.08//I do not think of you
04.22.08//-
04.16.08//oh, but yes, you can
04.07.08//Japan versus California
04.05.08//the green beneath my fingernails
04.01.08//I forgive you, please come back to my bed.
03.23.08//your initials are the same as the pneumonic for tuberculosis
03.20.08//I could go for your slanted smile right about now.
03.18.08//well, we don't ever have to fall in love
03.16.08//-
03.15.08//the things we project when we are about to go
03.09.08//The ways toes tap in rhythm, or 'I am Tired of Being Hurt by You'
03.02.08//when nothing is focused but everything is required to be
02.01.08//the things i shouldn't let you hear.
01.20.08//accidental tattoos
01.07.08//the curse of being hurt by men who are 24.
12.29.07//Happening upon things.
12.16.07//Consider this an ode for the things I am owed.
12.10.07//The Envy of Interconnectedness
11.23.07//he didn't ask if he could have the cookies, he just ate them
11.02.07//Sexpot Jesus
10.26.07//the salt of the empire ocean air.
10.07.07//jogging with cummings.
09.17.07//a game of strategy and intellect
09.01.07//an insult.
08.22.07//the scent of an entire village
08.17.07//Opening the jam jars.
08.09.07//1724, this is fucking surreal
08.07.07//Endorphin association: a theory
08.02.07//-
07.30.07//A love piece for the rain
07.30.07//A love piece for the rain
07.16.07//Maybe in another life we can be turtles together avoiding being made into soup, you know?
07.04.07//a single silence song for the silly shells satiated only by fists.
06.30.07//like an atom bomb, or "mexican bulldogs popping grapes between their teeth"
06.22.07//take the A train to dream land, I will sing to you there if you wish
06.19.07//and I'll still let you believe that this is about my fear of intimacy.
06.15.07//Flower sandwiches
06.13.07//the hotel on 50th street
06.07.07//Red bicyclette and sourdough, like old times, like old times
05.31.07//not pretty enough, smart enough, accomplished enough
05.27.07//this is possibly the most bitter post i've ever posted
05.20.07//gravity
05.11.07//white towels
05.07.07//a million tangents about the intangible
05.01.07//two thirty and twenty two hours no sleep
04.28.07//ashes to ashes and we all fall down.
04.21.07//the hierarchy of needs.
04.11.07//newspapers, soda, chips, beer, cigarettes
04.10.07//-
03.30.07//energy in motion
03.27.07//doom is mood spelled backwards.
03.20.07//california will sink into the pacific.
03.16.07//egyptian breads.
03.03.07//anthropology
02.27.07//but we all bring one another down, so there's nobody left to pick anybody up.
02.12.07//firecrackers in bulgaria, for what they are worth
02.04.07//the scent of smoke lingers for a longer time than the act of smoking takes in itself.
01.21.07//lake placid
01.03.07//some immortalization, for you
12.27.06//spoiled sick like milk you let sit too long
12.08.06//keep sleeping, i am only waiting with breath that is bated
11.24.06//there will always be a part of me who replaces your name with the phrase "big brother"
11.16.06//in the corners of the room there is no room for change
11.03.06//this
10.30.06//everything inside of me is so horribly muddled
10.27.06//-
10.24.06//think positive
10.10.06//you're so scared of being left, but you are the one who did the leaving
10.07.06//maybe it's simply a passing phase
10.05.06//it's like the painting i wanted for you to paint
09.29.06//It's what's best for the both of us, you see?
09.26.06//and finally, something about backfire.
09.17.06//triumphant, successful, i win.
09.15.06//but i don't having seething hatred for you anymore
09.13.06//a direction is not an instruction, but you must follow it relentlessly anyhow
09.09.06//you were drunk outside of my door saying you wanted to see me, i pretended to be sleeping
09.07.06// a punch in the stomach.
09.04.06//you don't understand a thing i say, so i lie.
09.03.06//don't you worry, there's still time
08.31.06//tell her how worthless she is, that's the best way to make her love you
08.29.06//if you love something let it go, but keep it on a string
08.23.06//it's better to abandon than to be abandoned
08.16.06//I think this is normal at times like this.
08.12.06//All of the dogs in your hometown fell in love with me
07.27.06//licking stamps.
07.20.06//the first time you fell in love
07.13.06//alpharetta
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i thought, well, maybe you like ham.